Laughing Out Loud.

I love to laugh.  Honestly it makes my life.  It feels sooo good to have a friggen huge crack up.  I had the best time in welly this weekend.  Me, Carks and Jim have the best time together just hanging, there is always something to laugh at.  I love it.  I can't understand some people that live a life without being happy and laughing its so weird.  I guess in our family there is no way to get away from it, we are always laughing about one thing or another haha.  Never a dull mome.  Which i love with all my heart.  Haha just writing this makes me think of Dad and Janices cat hahahahahahaha.  Good times. 

Sad.

Wow this mining disaster has really hit me hard, I feel sad as if I actually knew the men.  I think because I was glued to the TV over the last 5 days really hoping and waiting for some good news.  I really thought there was going to be a miracle.  It makes me appreciate my life and the people in it.  I feel soo sad for the children that lost their fathers, the wives that lost their husbands, the parents that lost their sons and the siblings that lost their brothers.  Such a big loss to our small country especially!  R.I.P brave miners, I hope you didn't suffer down there.  I hope you went peacefully in a job that you loved.  You will be sadly missed but not forgotten x

When I first saw you I loved you, and you smiled because you knew.

This is so true.  I think that things happen for a reason.  We meet people that we are meant to meet and the people in our lives are meant to be there.  I know for a fact that I was meant to be in a big family...A life without sisters would not be one that I would want to be in.  And I know for a fact that I loved Carlin from the day I met him even if I didnt know it at the time.  Looking back I totally did..and so did he.  Look at where we are now.  Its amazing to look back, we have done so much and obviously there have been hard and trying times but we have got through it together.  Sometimes I get really scared that something will happen to Carks..its like I am too lucky and surely something bad will happen.  Its scary loving someone so much but at the same time it is the best feeling in the world.

Pug.

I forgot to add in my loves of life that I really love my pug named Betty.  She is the most amazing dog and such a vital part of my wee family.  I know that her and Lilah are going to be great mates when she grows up and it makes me smile just thinking about their Milo and Otis adventures they will have one day.  Oh Bet Bet you are awesome.

Grandad.

To G'dad,

I have been thinking about you heaps lately.  Last night as I was drifting off to sleep an image of you came into my head and I smiled to myself.  I feel as though you are still watching us from wherever you are.  I hope that you are happy where you are.  You are very much missed here.  Dad misses you more than anything, hes quite sad I think.  He doesnt really say but then he doesnt have to.  He told me it was like losing his best friend and that is true.  He will be fine though because he is surrounded by sooo many people that love him.  I am soo happy that you got to meet Lilah, she is everything to me and I am glad that now I can show her the photo of you and her and we can talk about her Great G'dad.  Thanks for looking out for us as I know you do. 
Love you grandad.  Wish you were still around.  Im sorry I didnt say I love you the last time I saw you when you were at the hospital. x

Life right now.

Loves:
My amazing husband...I feel so lucky and thankful to have found my ONE, I see people struggling to meet people and date people to find that person and I know that I have already done that.  Its just crazy to be so totally on the same page as someone.

My daughter....I cant even express in words how much I love her.  It brings tears to my eyes just writing this.  She is absolutely THE most beautiful thing I have ever layed eyes on in my life.  I can't imagine my life without her.  Lilah Rose you are my world.

My Family....I love my family more than anything.  I am quite homesick right now and have been for a while.  Especially since having Lilah, i just want to be around them all the time but thats life I suppose.  It makes the time that I do see everyone that much more special.  Sometimes I just feel so out of the loop way down here.

Dislikes: 

I love Christmas so much but this year I feel like they have started sooo bloody early.  Like seriously Santa is already at the mall..its really unfair for children who would get their hopes up and then they still have to wait 6 weeks.  Poor things.

Negative people.

Strangers coming up to me and making comments like "wow your daughter is really small for 4 months".  Who gives you the right?

Over and out.